all that user feedback: to the test!
1,937 words | Posted on January 11th, 2004
Scott was 18.30 years old when he wrote this!
Filed under: General
scott? changing something? no way… Just so you know, tonight’s blog will [hopefully] be different than the rest in a positive way! It’s going to be more interesting to read, with more juice and less boring stuff. I’m also going to see about getting a little more personal, and, oh yeah, short this time! Ok, so what’s this all about? You may have noticed me [indirectly] asking what people think about the way I write my blogs. I figure that if I find out what people think is the most interesting to read, it will not only be more interesting for the people who go to my website, but [my ultimate goal is eased because] when I come back and read these writings in the [distant?] future, it can be a more enjoyful process. I’m sure your curious as to know the things that are going to change! Verywell. I wish I could uniquely give credit to all the individuals who give me feedback on my blogs and writing style via email [or the 'contact me' form on this website]. However, for time constraints, I’ll just have to sum you all into one big group. You know who you are! =oD And, if you’re not in the group of people who email me but read my blogs a lot, shame on you! I certainly go through a lot to write them, and you sure spend a long time reading them, you should at least give some formal feedback if you get any movement [hopefully not BM] from reading these postings. Ok, so, what’m I doing here? I’ll tell you, but in a new paragraph.
The suggestions I’ve taken seriously mainly relate to the writing style with one exception. I’ll start with the exception. I have gotten [a suprisingly large amount of] comments from people about the images I use. In short, the changes I’d like to make are as follows: I’d like to use fewer images; I’d like to make the images more relating to the topic at hand; I’d like to make the images have more contrast (very colorful or black and white, not as many pastel-colored ones); and I’d like to start showing [a few] images of [female? ^_-] humans again. So, there ya’ go. In fact, tonight, to compensate for my past overuse of images, I’ll only use one for the blog. (It’ll also cut down on storage space and loading time, I guess) When it came to the content section, I had tons of ideas, and most of them were really good. The concepts I’ve selected to work on are as follows: Speak more fluently, like you’re talking with another person. (don’t use so many extended words: use contractions whenever possible); Use semi-formal grammar to illustrate the natural pauses and pitch changes in your voice as if you were speaking; use [brackets] to imply thoughts that you think but don’t actually feel like saying; and try not to talk about things that are boring unless they’re meaningful to read back on (ie: boring now, boring to reflect on, even if I did write it). Also, I’m going to try to blog shorter but more often, with clearly defined topics. By hitting three or four topics a night, it’s a lot easier to read than a (seven thousand word) post about a gazillion things. And a word about the brackets… I think this is a really interesting concept. I’m thinking of writing a script to hide the words in brackets but put a little symbol in its place so when you hover over it it shows you the text inside? I don’t know. To clarify again, I’d like to restate that the brackets imply things I think but don’t actually say. If we were speaking in a normal conversation, they’re the little details that would go through my head but I wouldn’t actually say. The story is the same if you don’t read them, and the sentences [actually] flow together fine if you do remove them. I just put them there because I feel they’re too unimportant, silly, or embarrassing to say. The irony of all this being that I’m typing it all anyway, so I’m not really hiding anything anyway. My hope for it is that it will give [the future] me a glimpe into my own mind and the ability to see the line between what I say and what I hide. ^_-
Hate mail! Why do I get so much?! This is a topic that I was somewhat avoiding but I think I need to address it eventually, so why not now. Actually, the thing that triggered today’s date for this topic is the curious thing that happened to me earlier today in the car. I was with another family this morning and we were driving and somehow the topic of hatemail came up. For those of you who don’t know what I’m talking about, I’ll explain it for you. Hatemail is a term I use to describe mail that has no other intent than to try to [mentally] hurt me. Who sends these aweful things? It’s hard to tell most of the time, so much of it is anonymous! I mostly just shrug them off as people who are having a really bad day, find my site, try
a tutorial, get frustrated, and decide to try to flame me with their fiery words. What do they say? Well 9 out of 10 are really really immature. They sound like nine year olds writing emails. I get enought of it now that it doesn’t affect me [that I know?] so I can just laugh at it. I read these things and it’s just like… “did these people just learn how to cuss or something?” They try to use swear words in crazy places that don’t even make sense. A cuss word in itself is meaningless. What a fool someone would be to stick a bunch of them together randomly and email it to me. Also, something I laugh at a ton is when people see all the Asian things on my website and conclude (falsely) that I, too, am Asian. They use these ‘grounds’ for slurring out Asian racist jokes at me! I do get pretty mad at it, because I do have many very kind Asian friends (and a sister who is from China at that). I can delete these with a low-eyebrowed stare. However, I did say nine out of ten earlier. The one in ten seems to come from seemingly intelligent people who take a few minutes to think-out [or so it seems] their method of attack and carry it out with quick but steady slices. The worst ones [that stick in my head for a few days] have zero swear words or racist comments. These people go for the throat, and slice down. They stab my website, the cut up my family, they rip at my ‘accomplishments’, and they lunge for my throat [often with very serious sounding death threats, actually]. A few days ago I got one via email that was much like this. Trying to respond to hate mail of any time is an aweful thing to do! By reading it and sitting down to write back [what would probably be just as 'bad' content in an] email trying to slice up the writer, it admits defeat. Even trying to defend yourself anything more than one statement (in my opinion) is letting the other guy win. Obviously, the horrible things these people say about me are not true. A weak man would fight. In my opinion, anyone can fight back with simple words. A strong man can stand there and do nothing. Not only would fighting back accomplish the wishes of the attacker, but it would also bring further risk to yourself and also give your time and energy to a wasted cause. Relying [fight back] to hate mail is counterproductive, inconclusive, and ignorant. The only way you can win is to completely ignore it. Let it slide right on by ya’, and you will be the unscratched victor. Yes, people write really mean things about you. But it you think about it all in perspectives, look where it’s coming from. What kind of depressing, sad, hopeless life of a human would take the time and get the enjoyment from sitting down and writing horrible things to a person like me. I feel very sorry for the people who send me these horrible messages, and I pitty their miserable lives. How can I say such a derogatory statemt without becoming one of them myself? Well, I’ll yet again clarify that when I say they have miserable lives, these aren’t the words that come out of my mouth. Oh no, take one look at the things they write that comes out of their mind, and you too will realize how much of a dark, gloomy, sad, depressing, and hopeless life they must have.
Whoa, I got carried away. To finish up that idea, I [stupidly] threw out the phrase “hatemail from my website” in the car today around this other family. I say ’stupidly’ because I really didn’t want to go into explaining it ^_^;; When I try to talk about things with my tongue, I’m sure you can understand how badly I could mess something up when I’m caught off guard. So, in a brief, not only did I try to define hatemail and how it relates to me, but also continue with my first topic. When I spat it out, I felt so stupid. I came out really wrong, and sounded really bad! I think that it sounded like I was begging for attention and/or trying to get people to feel sorry for me and/or trying to let people know that I was feeling sorry for myself. /Shivers/ I hate talking with the tongue! It messes so many things up. Don’t get me wrong, I can say things and have them taken wrongly even in the type. Anyway, so, yeah. I’m an idiot. And now that I think about it, one (or maybe two?) of these family members will probably read this entry. I don’t feel like erasing it though, because it applies to so many past conversations when I throw out quick definitions of ‘bad’ things that are purely facts as far as I’m concerned but the “listening party” takes my defining them as a “aww let’s all feel sorry for scott” cry. Somebody hit my head with a really big goldfish. Actually, an awkward sumup: If you’re a member of the family I’m talking about or one of the people in one of the ‘past events’ I just described, don’t come to me and ask about this! Just pretend you never read it (which probably will be the case anyway) and I’ll just assume the same ^_-
School tomorrow, I’m gonna wrap up. Wow, my last night of Christmas break is almost up! I will have a lot to talk about tomorrow, and all the wonderful blog ideas I’ve been getting from my email! No long extended goodbyes tonight. No sir-ee. You know how badly I hate taking a whole paragraph to say goodbye. I once had this cousin’s aunt’s roomate’s vet’s father’s maid’s vaccuum seller’s haircutter’s pharmacist’s biggest client’s grandson’s best friend’s brother’s sister (twice removed) who took forever saying goodbye. Pfft, idiot.
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